"Once I found out that a lot of men do find me alluring and attractive, I was just amazed," says Madi Jane. "It's a great feeling. I would never go back to being the girl I was before I started modeling. I am way more confident. Much more open and forward than I used to be. I'm just a better person who is easier to be around than I was before. I was always worried that people were judging be based on my size, before they even got to know me at all. So I think that had me constantly on the defensive. I had this tough gal attitude, because I felt like people were not going to like me for who I am, so I wasn't going to let them hurt my feelings. I'd be too tough for that. Now that I think highly of myself, I'm a lot nicer to people. I can walk around with my head high and my eyes straight ahead instead of hunching over and looking down like I used to do."
